My initial feelings when I found this out was not shock but deep sadness for my old friend and his family and friends left behind.
I cannot and do not know what transpired in the last days or years of my friends' life but from what I understand it had to do with a previous relationship of love and trust and the other person was not someone who was good at either.
My friend and I grew up in the same small country town, brought up by loving parents and surrounded by opportunities & friends.
He was always generous, kind, loving and would give you the shirt off his back if he could. He was my friend, a true friend, through and through.
I can recall much good advice and many good times in his company; While I am not sure when we lost touch over the years exactly ( has it really been 20since we last spoke?) I was thrilled when a few months ago he found me via that social networking site.
He was still the same person as far as I could tell, perhaps too much so. Kind , open and generous to the point where others took advantage.
I will never know the final details or decisions of my friends' life because he is gone to another place; I hope a kinder, happier place because that is what my friend deserves.
You were loved JFL, may you rest in peace.
